Crappy, emotional weekend...

This weekend has been pretty crap...

It was supposed to be a really fun exciting weekend, but like always it did not go as planned. 

I'm just really unlucky with these things, and I feel like people just don't want to see me. 

If this would have happened in normal circumstances I would have been pissed off or a little disappointed, however this weekend I have felt sooo awful, and really upset that it didn't go like I wanted to. This is probably because I am leaving on Tuesday and I'm emotional about leaving my boyfriend. 

Hopefully when I get settled in England and hopefully meet new people the circumstances will be different from here. I'm hoping that I'll meet people who don't bail on me on the last minute.

Look out for my post and pics of the cake I made a few day ago :).

Izzy 

xxx 

Birthday Dinner with Friends

Tonight I had a really great time with my friends and boyfriend :).

We went out to dinner and then went to a bar for a drink. 

It was a really nice, fun. relaxed evening:). I got very spoilt and love all the things that I received.

Tomorrow or when I have time I will be putting up a few photos of the cake I make and luckily everyone liked and also on my beauty blog I will be putting my OOTD's from tonight, tomorrow and saturday :). 

Izzy

xxx

Aaaaargh!!!!!

You can probably tell from the title of this blogpost, it won't be a happy one.

So today I had to rush to the dentist because my tooth, jaw, mouth, ear, head basically everything were so so so so painful and they still are.

I thought that I might have an infection because I looked up excruciating tooth pain and by what google was describing and what I was feeling I thought I had an abscessed tooth. Which is where the pulp gets infected. 

So anyway I kept on taking painkillers,however they were not working. This morning I called the dentist and they told me to go there at 11:30 so I did. 

Well it wasn't completely an infection, because it turns out my wisdom tooth has decided to make an appearance. Which is crappy because I'm already stressed about moving to England, and this just adds to my stress. 

So they prescribed me antibiotics and  painkillers which I started taking as soon as I got home. However they haven't really helped the pain that much. 

It hurts soooo much, I would never wish this pain on anyone. I really hope these antibiotics start working soon because I can't stand the pain anymore!!!!

So sorry this is such a whiny post.

Izzy

xxx 

Day Out

Today I had a really lovely day. I met up with two of my old school friends which I hadn't seen for aaaages. And when I say ages I literally mean 2/3 years. So it was lovely to be reunited. 

Seeing as they both live in Milan I took the train and met them at the Duomo. 

We then went for lunch and were there for a long time chatting and reminiscing. After we'd eaten we wandered around going into shops occasionally.

It was so hot and sunny, perfect for ice cream. So we got one and sat down near the Duomo to talk some more.

After a while we got up and walked through the Galleria, I took a few pics, then we sat down at a bar to get something to drink. Me being a pig ordered a chocolate muffin :).

It was drawing close to the end of the day so we walked to the metro together and said our fairwells. 

I hope it won't be too long until we see each other again. I miss them a lot and we have fun together. It was like we'd never parted.

Izzy

xxx

To Pack or Not to Pack

That dreaded but exciting day is drawing ever so nearer and I have not packed a single thing yet. 

I've been putting it off for a few reasons. One reason was that I had to buy some new suitcases, which me and my mum went to buy yesterday so I can't use it as an excuse anymore. The second reason is because packing makes it so real. I know that this sounds stupid but It hasn't completely sunk in that I'm leaving. Of course a part of me doesn't want to go. The part where I have to leave my mum and also my boyfriend. The last reason for putting off packing is because I hate packing, and this time will be so much harder to pack because I have so much stuff and I'm going to have to limit the stuff that I take. 

I will probably start packing either tonight or tomorrow but definitely start doing it this week. 

I've already made a list of all the stuff, however I'll have another look at it and see what I really do need and what I can leave behind.

Until next post :)

Izzy 

xxx

Stressed

This week I've suddenly started to feel quite stressed. It's basically just dawned on me that I have to get eveything ready and packed for England. I have to do this before the 25th of July which is my birthday because I won't have any time to sort things out after that seeing as I'm going to be celebrating my birthday from the 25th to the 29th and I'm then leaving on the 31st.

I have already made a really long list of the things that I know, however I might have to cut it down a bit because I will only be taking 2 suitcases and also the room that I'll be staying in isn't very big so I'm going to have to limit the stuff that I take.

I'm also stressed because I still need to sort out a few things before I go to England for example my CV, but before I can do that I need to buy the windows office software, which hopefully I will get tomorrow.

I've also been thinking about when I get to England the stress that'll be on me. I have to sort out my national insurance number, my bank account, I have to look for a job etc.

I'm not complaining because the move was my decision and I am excited about starting a fresh.

Speak to you soon guys:)

Izzy

xxx