That Special Place

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Everyone has a special place or thing to go to when they're feeling down. Well the special place that I go to is my book shelf and the book or books if you like that I go to is Harry Potter. 

These books are my childhood books. I have grown up with them and I've read and re-read the books so many times I can't even remember how many. 

For me however hard life gets, however upset or angry I am I always turn to the magical world of Harry Potter. And for a while all the bad things, all my thoughts get pushed aside for a while. I think that everyone needs some alone time where they can free their minds every so often.

These books for me never get boring and I know that I will be reading them for years to come.  Everytime I go back to these books, it's like I'm reading them for the first time. I will never get tired of reading Harry Potter.

I remember when that when the books first came out I was about 7, so my mum used to read them to me. I still remember how excited I was when she would start a chapter. I cannot wait to have a little boy or girl of my own so I can carry on the tradition of reading Harry Potter to them or any books really.

I like to think that whatever I'm going through, however crap I'm feeling. I can pick Harry Potter up and get lost in his wonderful world.

Of course I read and have other books that I like very much. I have to say though, for now the Harry Potter series is by far my favourite.

Tell me guys do you have a favourite book or book series that you go to when you're feeling down like I do?

Hugs and Kisses

Izzy

xxx

Hope

I really hope that when I go to England and get settled down I get to know new people and find people who I can relate to or can really become my friends.

This might sound a bit desperate, but I havn't got friends here in Italy, my best friend is never around because she doesn't work around where I live.

I've never had a real friend. Everytime I start a friendship and think that this friendship will continue for a long time, it always turns out badly. Either in an argument or the person just decided that they don't want to be my friend anymore. This always makes me feel awful, I think that I'm the problem.

It's horrible because seeing as this has happened more or less constantly in my life I have started not wanting to start a friendship, because everytime I let my guard down I get hurt and feel basically crap.

Hugs and Kisses

Izzy

xxx

Mixed Emotions

Hi:).

Today I've been feeling really weird. I've gone from feeling happy, to feeling sad, to nervous, excited and guilty.

I know alot of emotions to go through in one day. I am really excited but also a bit nervous about moving to England. I know that there will be so many more opportunities for me over there and I can be closer to my sister and my niece, however I feel so bad about leaving my boyfriend, he's going to be destraught and I know he won't understand why I'm doing this. I just hope that he'll be ok. It will be hard for me but not as hard as it will be for him. I feel like the worst person in the world. I have such a fun time with him and this is where my happy emotion comes in. I wish there was another way, unfortunately life is not fair.

I also feel quite sad because I'll be leaving home which means leaving my mum behind. She has been so supportive of my decision and is always there for me whatever I'm feeling. She has sat with me many a time when I have been bawling my eyes out, and I am very greatful to her and cannot thank her enough for everything she does.

So there you have it guys my 2nd post on my VERY mixed emotions.

Hugs and Kisses

Izzy xxx



Intro

Hi:).

You may know me from Msizzyness'sworld where I blog about fashion and beauty. Well I will still be updating that blog everyday, but I also wanted to share with you this blog which will be about my life.

In about 5 weeks I will be moving back to England for good and I wanted to take you along with me on this adventure.

You will see my ups and my downs, I'll let you in on my secrets and how i'm getting on. I will also be giving my lovely readers tips and advice how to deal with something as big as moving country.

So if you're interested keep a look out for my posts.

Write to you soon :)

Izzy xxx