I really hope that when I go to England and get settled down I get to know new people and find people who I can relate to or can really become my friends.
This might sound a bit desperate, but I havn't got friends here in Italy, my best friend is never around because she doesn't work around where I live.
I've never had a real friend. Everytime I start a friendship and think that this friendship will continue for a long time, it always turns out badly. Either in an argument or the person just decided that they don't want to be my friend anymore. This always makes me feel awful, I think that I'm the problem.
It's horrible because seeing as this has happened more or less constantly in my life I have started not wanting to start a friendship, because everytime I let my guard down I get hurt and feel basically crap.
Hugs and Kisses
Izzy
xxx
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