Mixed Emotions

Hi:).

Today I've been feeling really weird. I've gone from feeling happy, to feeling sad, to nervous, excited and guilty.

I know alot of emotions to go through in one day. I am really excited but also a bit nervous about moving to England. I know that there will be so many more opportunities for me over there and I can be closer to my sister and my niece, however I feel so bad about leaving my boyfriend, he's going to be destraught and I know he won't understand why I'm doing this. I just hope that he'll be ok. It will be hard for me but not as hard as it will be for him. I feel like the worst person in the world. I have such a fun time with him and this is where my happy emotion comes in. I wish there was another way, unfortunately life is not fair.

I also feel quite sad because I'll be leaving home which means leaving my mum behind. She has been so supportive of my decision and is always there for me whatever I'm feeling. She has sat with me many a time when I have been bawling my eyes out, and I am very greatful to her and cannot thank her enough for everything she does.

So there you have it guys my 2nd post on my VERY mixed emotions.

Hugs and Kisses

Izzy xxx